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Friday, March 26, 2004
tech again! haha of course what else?
so tonight i ran my first show! it was so fun. but i was on headset with mr peterson who is really weird! oh god. the stories i could tell.
everyone came and saw me and said hi in the booth which was really great! i love you guys! =D
the show went pretty well actually. there were a few times when the supertonics decided to sing twice and the guy introducing didnt have lighting cues associated with him and he went up in a little darkness but overall i think it went farily well. we were always on cue 8 and standby for cue 7 haha. mr p doesnt call cues very well. in my opinion at least. he says something to the effect of "standby cue 7, cue 7 go" which doesnt need the cue, or he says "standby cue 7, go" which is a little abrupt but whatever. i am excited to get to do more shows. and if not running them at least teching.
teching oppourtunities as of now: anything goes, the spring show at campo (durang durang), and something else i cant remember the name of now. and prolly a bunch in between. i aim to learn this shit cold.
i am excited to go to LA! its been to long since kelsey and i went on vaca together, so here we go!
ok i am getting really sleepy and thinking about going to sleep soon
i get to go bride's maids dress shopping tomorrow. aaah that means waking up early and having a completely estrogen filled day shopping. woo hoo. i must say tho those women never feel like eating! they just keep going and going and going.....
i am getting my hair cut next fri. i love going to danja and getting my hair cut. and she washes it which always feels so nice. and then it looks really good and pretty till i wash it and then have my fun trying to blowdry it hahaha.
ok time for sleep now. good night
Posted at 11:27 pm by kikionline
Thursday, March 25, 2004
tech tech tech tech tech tech
the first paragraph of my last blog entry is for everyone who keeps telling me to stop talking about the fun experiences i have when they arent around for reasons i cant understand. but it seems that they are attached at the hip with someone who now hates me for more reasons i cant understand.so it might be difficult for those people to ever want to be around me anyway. and it seems their old reasons for not wanting to be around me is b/c i comlain all the time, and now that i am happy, they still tell me to shut up/dont talk to me/ignore me/say mean things (but not so much anymore) etc. but its ok. i dont mind. i have to let go eventually. but its hard to let go of something you love.
swimming
eh
fun?
not fun?
cant decide
swimming next year?
eh
maybe
teching!
yay fun
teching anything goes?
possibly more yay fun!
hehe
mmmm eating
haha i got an email from jon that has pictures of the crew, and there is incriminating evidence in them. food in the theater! and he sent a copy to peterson! hahaha
so supposedly i can talk but i cant sing. and dave could sing. but lyle cant sing. whatever. i give up.
yes i am a 16 year old who got her license and said finally i can listen to my favorite classical music really loud! hahaha
my shoulders were sore after pulling my self up and all around on the catwalks yesterday hehe
LA and disneyland! how fun. also we are taking the new car with the DVD player, so we can watch movies. and make goooood cds! hehe fun.
~caribbean soon~
<3
Posted at 08:33 pm by kikionline
Tuesday, March 23, 2004
drama people have more fun
all i want is someone to be happy for me and put up with me. i have good stories to tell but no one wants to hear about my happiness anymore. wow some people suck at the whole friend thing. are you jealous? is that why you dont like hearing about it? because if you are, why didnt you just ask if you could come? the answer is totally yes. i would be happy to open the door for anyone into my world of tech*. and its a happy world let me tell you.
*disclaimer: tech is a BUTTLOAD of work. so if u want to be sure you are ready for it.
we went to dinner tonight with mr p which was really fun! but i hate to put this on here, i want to tell everyone in person! its hard to put feelings on a blog. he is so funny! oh god. and a bit of a 5 year old too
dust elephants!
stand by pig, pig go
i love his ears!
i want to do that too come here *smack smack smack*
you swear a lot. do you have tourettes?
carly, nose went and you have to tell him!
what? why me? he's my teacher...
and so much more that i cant even remember rigth now....sleepy.....
Posted at 10:58 pm by kikionline
Friday, March 19, 2004
we got out of show early tonight b/c peterson kicked us out, and no one could go do anything, so i drove around for a while. i so cant afford to do that, but whatever. i can always beg money out of my parents. and i am going to ask for a raise in my allowance tomorrow. i am going for 15 if not 20 or maybe something inbetween, like 17 or something odd like that haha.
so i thought about a lot of things tonight. such as, what does make me numb? and now that i have thought about it and still dont kno exactly what to say, shall i tell anyone? and does anyone really care? and how the fuck do you think you kno what i am "dealing with"? just because you tend to think you know everything about what everyone is going thru, maybe you are wrong. and you can ask around, sure, but theres no one thats going to tell you. even if they know what these things are. and trust me, you dont kno anyone who knows. and anyway you would just run off and report to annie and god knows who else. and the other thing is, i dont kno what you are trying to accomplish. you kno what, if u people dont want to be around me, then why pretend to care so you can bitch me out? i bet its fun. i've always wanted to do that to someone but i dont toy with people like that. i dont have friends to spare at the moment.
its like marbles in a tall rectangular box. you take one out of the bottom, and all the marbles shift. and some new marbles are touching, and others dont touch anymore. and thats just the way it works. no i am not comlaining thats just a metaphor from my driving home tonight (via downtown WC)
just because you are a good person doesnt mean you cant hurt people
and lets name names shall we? now look at that list and think, who's gonna be happy to see that, whos gonna be left out, and whos gonna wish their name isnt on there? i bet i can guess who. and dont be hypocritical now or anything....be careful, its easy to do
so in short, no, i am not going to tell you what makes me numb. b/c in a sense you dont deserve to know.
if you are allowed to say how you feel outright, then so am i. and dont judge me by this either please. i kno people who are gonna read this and think oh what a bitch, but ya kno what? get over yourself this is where my thoughts go. at least i dont shove mine up my ass and then take it out on everyone else. there is so much more i want to say and do right now that i wont.
get the hell out of my life. i thought you made it clear we werent to be involved anymore, but no. i guess you can talk about me but i cant talk about you huh? is that the way it works? in your world maybe. but not here. i am sorry. just let it go. leave me alone. you begged me to get out, and now i am begging to be let out
at some point, i have to stop and wonder what action to take, if any. what have you seen? what have you heard? are you on good terms or bad? do you talk or not?and if i were to go to you and ask you, would you even tell the truth? or give me a second glance? or would you just treat me like another person. its ok, i guess i dont care anymore. and if you are trying to hurt me, you can never win. i would just give up if i were you.
techy at heart <3
Posted at 12:31 am by kikionline
Thursday, March 18, 2004
blah allergies are killing me
well im here in mrs jackmans class. i am really tired from the show last night, and i guess there was some deal with my mic not being on. i didnt sound very good last night anyways, so whatever. i (along with everyone else) am getting rather sick. everyone pray this doesnt turn into the CAPA plague again. i dont want to get sick!!!
there were 44 people out at will call last night, that is so amazing
everyone keep your schedules clear for sat afternoon (impending show)
i hope we have a free day in choir
i want to sleep haha
so i was thinking about the whole brutally honest thing and i must say, im not going to do anything differently now that you have pointed this out to me. i am glad to kno that you feel this way, sure fine whatever. i know now. oh, lets all bitch out carly shall we? its fun isnt it? b/c shes so numb to it all now that anything you say to her isnt really gonna make her mad or upset b/c she doesnt have that privledge anymore. nope. sorry. you are trying to light a candle that has just been burned out baby. and if u wanna keep trying, fine. light away. but in the end you are probably just gonna burn yourself. or at least that is what i have found happens.
i am so happy that i have my license (please disregard the spelling contradictions below haha)
tech went well last night
aaah no not the one!
not the two four six OH one!
and john isnt coming to the show on sat
or on fri
and that is just not ok
i think on sat we should go see one of his shows
and look for his gobo!
hehe
if u dont see the gobo, then you are a loser
yes you
muahahaha
i love it that dale called my mom mom yesterday
that was so funny
ah yes
ok well the bell hasnt rung yet but it takes longer to shut down this comp b/c it doesnt have a mouse so i have to do it all manually with the keyboard
Posted at 08:42 am by kikionline
Tuesday, March 16, 2004
I GOT MY LISENCE!!!! WOO HOO!!!!!!!!!!! and i went driving tonight, it was super cool! but im not gonna talk about it. b/c no one else was there and i dont want anyone to be left out OUCH
ouch OUCH
sorry OUCH
i didnt say that OUCH
anyways OUCH
we had rehearsal tonight "rehearsal"
fun fun fun! OUCH
wait OUCH
once again no one that has this URL goes to tech rehearsals.... shutting up now...
and yes, i am only doing that b/c i care enough to take those suggestions. i cant afford to loose you, and everyone else is either slipping away or gone, and you are slipping too. but whatever. i am clinging even so. i cant afford to loose people OUCH
hug deprivation OUCH
dont let it happen to you or anyone you love OUCH
please OUCH
its ok tho OUCH
audrie and alex can take care of me OUCH
for a week OUCH
and my techies OUCH
the best techies ever! OUCH
we are so gonna do that every week OUCH
for then next OUCH
week OUCH
month OUCH
year? OUCH
yes year OUCH
OUCH OUCH OUCH OUCH
love OUCH
OUCH OUCH OUCH OUCH OUCH
so i can drive OUCH
what now OUCH
hmmm OUCH
i get a job to afford gas! haha OUCH
but where? OUCH
the never ending question OUCH
maybe i will go work at coldstone with steph this summer and get free ice cream and see steph and evan every day! yay! OUCH
actually i want to get some really kick ass summer job OUCH
maybe i can ask lyle about jobs teching shows... OUCH
if i learn sound OUCH
and lights OUCH
and everything else OUCH
yes john, i kno its a jumper OUCH
john is coming tomorrow!!! yay!!! OUCH
and he is bringing his daddy! OUCH
i cant drive myself to the weekend shows tho OUCH
i cant be out driving past midnight! OUCH
and i MUST stay out OUCH
this is so a one time except to my curfew and i MUST take advantage of it! OUCH
ok so until then OUCH
now that all my hurtness is kindly displayed in my blog i think i am gonna go pretend to do hw for a whileOUCH OUCH OUCH OUCH OUCH OUCH OUCH OUCH OUCH OUCH OUCH OUCH OUCH OUCH OUCH OUCH OUCH OUCH OUCH OUCH OUCH OUCH OUCH OUCH
Posted at 10:29 pm by kikionline
Sunday, March 14, 2004
i love teching!!!
and now im gonna learn sound
and i want to kno how to focus lights and things like that
i want to know more!!!
so when i kno all this stuff, i can tech other shows at campo
which is cool
b/c i dont kno what im gonna do with myself after les mis is over
i am there
everyday
and there is a tech rehearsal on tue
yes
but its ok
when its over
i will still get hugs as audrie would say
well from new people i guess
i love audrie
my backstage mother
and she will yell at annoying cast members who sit in the tech people chairs
and on the bed
and where we preset all of the tables
and who are just backstage in general when they arent preset for their next scene
authority can be exercized indirectly as well
and then there is director dave
who is so nice as well
and he respects what we do so much
he gives us notes
and when we follow them, he tells us how much he appriciates it
and there is john/dale
and his obsession gobo!
aaah run for it!
haha jk john is great
although he does have some odd obsession with a certain geometric design
which happens to show up on his business card, website, computer screen saver, tattoo and of course, our stage!
he and jed will be going to tons of therapy to talk about it
and about jeds thing with cards
ah we love you john
even if u do have a non existant social life
(yes, we all kno you just go home and play with your light bright
you cant hide it)
and then there is sue
who called me
aah
its ok tho
we can blame lyle hitting his head on the roof and scraping off the paint on cat 2 SR on sue
it was so entertaining
but sues fault all the same
ok well i guess i have to go to sleep now
damn i hate that sleeping
time away from the fishbowl
nooo!
haha
im gonna go set myself in bed so i can strike myself in the morning
Posted at 10:50 pm by kikionline
Friday, March 12, 2004
this is all i have to say:
gobos gels two-fers three-fers four-fers ellipsoidals par fours set strike spike wedge wedges gate barricade scrim in scrim out stand by lighting cue 246.1 go 246.1 headset house proscenium arch pit panic door in the round rotate focus refocus cyc lights wings dressing cat 1 cat 2 cat 3 barndoors irises shutters cables jumpers tie line wrenches mini mags texas holdem smoke machine spike tape gaff tape glow tape follow spot 1 follow spot 2 follow spot 3 no parking dammit
les mis
hey, theres cardboard under my desk! kathy lee, dale, god and sweet baby jesus. nations baby. i think i will just have sex with him to distract him...is it raining? dont you have school tomorrow? what, school? no pshhh who goes to school? you're not gonna have dinner tonight no, its worse than that. im going to go set myself in bed so i can strike myself in the morning. in about 15 minutes, i locked the gate, dragged it off stage, ran and made my singing entrance, came back, got an 80 lb toolkit from the parking lot, and fixed the brake. i was so born for this. lyle is going to shit a brick. a big one. a golden one. yes lyle is going to shit a golden brick. b/c lyle only shits golden bricks.
you fill in the blanks
sry im taking a little blog break
no time
waiting for adrenaline rush to go down so i can sleep
see you all so soon haha
why do we even say goodbye??
Posted at 12:15 am by kikionline
Wednesday, March 03, 2004
aaah still the rehearsal schedule continues on....
i love this show. although yes the rehearsals are long and tiring, and its hard (aaah memorizing mic exchanges, blocking, lyrics, and who i can get a ride home from, damn its confusing), and the people in it are so retarded (only some of course), i love it to death. i just get so excited thinking about it. which you would kno if u had talked to me in the past few nights
i got to try on my bustier tonight
it was sooo exciting!
its maroon
!!!
and we had a huge picnic outside the door before rehearsal
i had dinner tonight! that was so exciting
and i basically sat back in the green room all night b/c you can see back there. and i hung out with connie and big D and jon and everyone in the house too.
happy birthday libby!
i got a ride home with jessie and we gave jenn a ride home too
and we got to longs and realized that we had jenn's backpack in the back of the car
and we had to return it to her
"how ADD are you?"
"car HOUSE car HOUSE forget the backpack!"
"jenn?" *dog starts barking* "jeeenn???"
"oh FUCK him"
in other words, we had fun haha
and i didnt go to swim or tudor today
(tuder hahaha wow that was retard moment of the week i must say)
i took the day off
and it was so nice
and i ate a meal between lunch and 10:00
and i shared like a nice person should hahahaha
and i think we should go for chamber.
and then domiNATE. hahaha
oh yeah baby
choir is so fun
mr peterson is such and angel when he gets mad let me tell you
if u think he is scary, do a year of band and then come talk to me
b/c you have NO IDEA what its like
i love being in choir!
and i am sooooo excited to get my license so soon!
but i had to make a safestway appt on fri b/c it was the only one they had left in the month of march (eek! not waiting till april!!!) so i scheduled it. whatever it will be over at 7:30 and then lauren and i are gonna go do dinner i think
and we should shop for our whore push up bras! how exciting!
we must bring all our whore friends!
oh yeah i was gonna ask if anyone wanted to go out to dinner with a big group after the last performance on sat the 20th
i think that would be fun
we could go somewhere in lafayette or maybe walnut creek depending
unless nations or something in moraga is open
b/c that is close
it will be like a little cast pre party celebration
although will we be striking that night?
or the next day?
we'll see
so i had a good day
and i am so happy
happy happy happy
i am happy for them and all their happiness
happy
*big smile*
Posted at 10:09 pm by kikionline
Sunday, February 29, 2004
we we had a really long rehearsal yesterday which i was stupid enough to show up for an hour early. annie was there tho and we had a lot of fun. i sat in a ton of different seats in the house and checked out the stage. at rehearsal everything went fairly smoothly except for the fact that mr peterson changes the tempo every time i have to sing my solo in at the end of the day. and i got kicked off the platform in the peoples song which sucks b/c i really like it up there. but its ok i know that i am unwanted up there anyways. also the really hard blocking with the turntable got changed so i dont have to deal with that anymore. i played set with connie lainey darren hillary and lisa for a while. connie and i did the crosswords. i am acctually pretty good at them. it was really fun. we all have our secret code names now: che che balogna, beaner, jimbob, crocodile, and elf boy. somehow it ends up being the of us alone in the theater at the end of the day hehe. some people really suck at making up nicknames hahaha.
then after that i went to the andronicos to babysit. they didnt get home till midnight, but i had a ton of fun with their kids, who are really funny. then while i was waiting for them to come home i tried to watch TV5 but they dont get that channel.
i woke up at like 10:30 to a call from chelsea, but i laid in bed for two hours after that. that is my favorite thing to do, especailly when its cloudy outside and the light in my room is all blue and makes everything look nice. and i had vogue to read, which was nice. i love sundays. i am just gonna lounge around all day, maybe watch some tv and then go into the city tonight. maybe we can get dinner or something. i wil lask my mom when she gets home.
i dont even has asthma!
wow you smell good!
aaaah givenchy cloud!!
damn bridge.
*mr peterson trying to pull it up* hahahaha
-blank-u-k, hmm... luk buk suk......fuk hahahaha sry it rhymed
SETno...SETno...
well lets see...the snickerdoodles look really good, but i really want one of those albino m n m's ones...
well, you can have some fruit....
excuse me girls, you cant eat those!
oh we arent, we're just looking. we're eating fruit hehe
JAVERT!
hahaha um i think its jean valjean
*turntable hasnt spun all the way around yet* cose tte.....
hey, where's my score!
woah, it disappeared!
well you're not a whore, i am!
and you dont dance
oh, you dance on poles right?
AAAH ASS!
hey, at least its not a big ass....
its so funny listening to your changing opinions each day. one day "no i must fix this" next day "aaaah bitch!!"
i love sundays...
*me leaving the spoon in the blender* oh im sure that was just some ice...
watch out! *kicks shoes off*
aah im afraid now!
yeah be afraid for your head!
davinci code!
oh yeah i was reading it while you were gone sry...
do you hear the people fuck?
no, acctually i dont sorry...
D a r r e n * s......
*spoken*
do you hear the people sing?
singing the songs of angry men?
it is the music of a people
who will not be slaves again
when the beating of your heart
echos the beating of the drum
there is a life about to start
when tomorrow comes
dont even look at me
yes, its the******** cult...
Posted at 01:45 pm by kikionline
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